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YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK THIS SHIT
YOU THINK YOU KNOW YOUR FRIENDS. YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU CAN COUNT ON. BUT FUCKING NO, THEY FUCKING TURN YOUR BACK ON YOU. THAT'S FUCK UP. YEA, I'M TALKIN TO ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS OUT THERE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING LIFE. JUST FUCK OFF ALRIGHT? THAT'S ALL I WANT. IF THE TIME THAT WE SPENT MEANT ANYTHING AT ALL, EVEN A FUCKING MODICUM OF SHIT TO YOU, JUST FUCKING STAY THE FUCK AWAY. I SWEAR TO GOD, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY, FOR ALL ETERNITY. YOU THINK THAT I'M JUST SPEAKING FROM THE MOMENT, I DONT' REALLY KNOW THAT I'M TLAKING ABOUT. BUT I'M FUCKING CLEAR AS FUCK AS TO WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY.
posted by daniel at 5:28 AM

 
update!!!
well, not much
just wanna remind your ass to talk about the war in the site u'll be putting up over break
tha's it

later days
posted by daniel at 5:08 PM

 
it's 4:10am
this is my fourth thursday in a row that i'm pulling an all-nighter
just ridiculous, this paper would've taken two solid hours of writing, and yet i managed to distract myself w/ tv, AIM, and music
stupid stupid stupid

whatevers, i'll get this ish done, i always do, that's a comforting thought
i got an A on the last two or three assignments that i did...so i'm hoping this is like the ones before

the lenten season is upon us...i've given up cstrike, it's gone from my comp...i think i'm handling it pretty well so far haha
joe said he's gonna give up AIM, why is he still online? if the program is running, he is still using AIM...i dun get it

i'd write more, but i gotta write on my paper, and i'm tired, and i want sleep, and it's gonna be a loooong two weeks

later days
posted by daniel at 4:18 AM

 
bezJEBUS!!!
yes, i said bezJEBUS!!!
omfrickinlord

that good mood i was in? fuckin gone, the moment i walked into my ece31lab lecture. i walked in couple minutes late, and he was finishing up talking about how we need to turn in our lab reports for this week early so we can get started on our final project. and when he said need, he meant, "if you don't, we will forceably fist u up the ass w/ this project in one large chunk because u won't have time, otherwise we'd forceably fist u slowly so it wouldn't hurt as much, but that won't be the case if you decide to turn in the report on time, you have to do it EARLY" so yea, i NEED to do this shit like thursday nite so i'll have two whole weeks to do this final project.

he announced the project today, saying "it's big enough that u're gonna have to devote a LOT of time to it, but it's also small enough that u still have to sell your soul to Lucifer in order to stop time and do this" sounds like fun eh? imma be a f'in mole for the next two weeks, not that i'm not already, but i'm going to be an even bigger mole

i'm in the mood for domino's, "get the door, it's domino's" i hate that commercial. i always imagined if i was in the family in the commercial when the door rang, i'd hear the narrator, and i'd open the door and sock the delivery guy. it's not fuckin domino's, beitch! haha then they'd kick me off the set and i'd never work in this town again...not like i ever wanted to anyway
OMG WHAT AM I SAYING!!! see how this project has me stressin already? BEZJEBUS!!! yea, so i'm craving domino's even tho i hate their commercials, but i gotta wait to go to 8pm ash wednesday service w/ TONY'S MOM, aka TONY. then it's time to gets my eats on, and then write another BS soc sci paper so i'll have time to finish this weeks ece lab EARLY!

later days!
(see, i told u i'd update more frequently)
posted by daniel at 7:24 PM

 
i'm in the fsking best mood i've been in for A LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time
i mean FSKING GOOD!!!
LIFE IS GOOD!!!
HAHAHAHHAA
craziness =)
posted by daniel at 3:41 AM

 
it's officially been 2 months since my last update...damn
lemme see what i wrote...

*reading...

oh yea, the family snowboarding trip, yes, those were good times
"frickin seismic earthquake in yo face and ass" blast...wow, i don't even remember writing that shit, the fux was i smoking? mebbe i SHOULD smoke something to justify my weirdness haha j/k

anywho, there's a reason i'm updating, and it's not just to satisfy my readers' (by readers, i mean like 1 or 2) demands that i update, but that reason will be revealed later...let's highlight my life since the last update (no particular order)

snowboarding w/ friends
homegrown/all-american rejects concert
the stereo concert (2nd show!!! and drinking!!!)
dinner at chili's (more on that later)
bbq at condo (this was kinda lame, not too many ppl, just food and i had to leave early =T)
necklace/bacardi christmas present from april
still waiting for sinfest book present from kelly grrrrrrr
schoolwork piling
decided to buy a snowboard (will do that soon)
decided to go on snowboard trip again w/ friends spring break wewt!!!
applying to stanford (in process)
making acquaintances with couple of fine girls (one of who turned out to be a bore)
one of whom turned out to be angela, who turned out to be a cutie rawr!
finding out my lil bro has three cute girls in his life
more schoolwork piling = less/almost no cstrike <-- bad, very bad
deciding i will finish my new site by the end of spring break
deciding i will finish my new site by the end of spring break
deciding i will finish my new site by the end of spring break
quality time w/ dad
lots of movies w/ bro
two sleepless nites at the condo, smash'ing
starting tutoring again
too many all nighters doing labs and soc sci papers
growing hate for soc sci and the idiots running the class
bore bore bore

yea ok, so u're bored...moving on

dinner at chili's:
went to dinner w/ dj april theresa
was drinking mango tea at an alarming rate
drank two pretty quick
waiter made comment about how fast i was drinking it
drank two more really fast to spite him (yea, who kicks your ass now?)
meals came
drank only one during whole meal
waiter made comment about how i had slowed down (that bitch haha j/k)
i said i could prolly drink 9 total (abusing free refill policy)
theresa said i couldn't
i said i could
she said i couldn't
i said i could...
she said she'll give me high five if i do
she said i'll lose my manhood if i don't
dj said he'll pay for my dinner if i drink 10
i still lost manhood if i don't
long story short (but still kinda long)
i drank 10
at the 10th, i could fill the liquid filling the tube leading down to my stomach
i got a free dinner
i retained my manhood!
i am proud
yay!
*parade + confetti*

something happened yesterday that inspired me to blog
i was listening to The Ataris (How I Spent my Summer Vacation), and these lyrics came up

"i looked at all the sights, i thought about how lucky i am now
i was sick of being down, so i gave it all away
2000 miles from all i kno, so much better off today"
and at that exact moment when Kris was saying "lucky" i spot the license plate in front of me, is said

"LCKY YOU"

now, the song has a different meaning, but u can obviously infer what i thought about this situation
so right now, life is good
i feel "lucky"
i've started a new "chapter" in my life, iono, i just feel different
i started working again
i got over april
i got over kelly being a flaker
new girls have been introduced into my life (always a plus)
i started to LOVE my major
i feel closer to Alex
it's all good, it's all fuckin gravy!

so yea, i feel lucky, i'm a lucky guy, im' pretty happy, life has it's ups and downs, and i'm up right now

but then i think, how far do i want to carry this whole "new" chapter, starting something new
i mean, i'm apply to stanford, i don't think my chances are even in the remotest regions of possible, but what happens if i get in? do i want to go there? i know my dad is pushing the fuck out of me to transfer there, if i do get in, it's gonna be an all out fist fight between us in deciding what's gonna happen. i'm serious, i'd have to knock him out to make him see that i want/need to stay in irvine. and that begs the question, do i want to stay in irvine? reflex answer would be "fuck yea, what the fuck are you thinking daniel?" then i'd slap myself upside the head
but i think, wouldn't it be nice to start over again? given, starting over has its negative aspects, i KNOW all about that, but new surroundings, new people, different EXPERIENCES.
"i was sick of being down, so i gave it all away
2000 miles from all i kno, so much better off today"
yea i'm starting this "new" chapter, but i'm right on the trailing edge of that whole "being down" phase. i guess it still has lingering effects. wouldn't it be nice to completely "give it all away," be "2000 miles from all i kno," mebbe i'll be "so much better off."
but then again, i'm not gonna get into stanford w/out a f''in 4.0 gpa, so why am i even thinking this shit.
or mebbe i'm just stupid and i don't kno what the fuck i'm talkin about
mebbe i don't really understand what's goin on in my life
mebbe all these mebbe's are just mebbe's
mebbe i've stopped making sense
sigh...back to schoolwork[(aka. mebbe AIM but definitely no cstrike =(]

quick notes:
website WILL be done by the end of spring break
i'll be updating more frequently
new website won't have a link to my blogger archives
i'm gonna be more open, so if u don't like it, fuck off
...yea, that's goin in my website as a disclaimer haha
angela is a cutie, i'm gonna see her during spring break
life is good...i think
posted by daniel at 7:08 PM

 
well, the new page ain't finished haha
good job daniel!

anywho, three euphoric days of snowboarding over the weekend
had a blast, no wait, it was more than just a blast, more like a "frickin seismic earthquake in yo face and ass" blast created by us s3xy people: me (of course), kristen, hannah, sel gi, hee weon, alan, ji weon
my gawd, there were five different families habiting that tiny ass cabin at one time or another
miracle mile is my bitch
posted by daniel at 12:00 AM

 

posted by daniel at 12:15 AM

 
whaddup blogger, u miss me?
yah, i missed u too
that's why i'm here to fulfill your most erotic pen dreams, in which i pen in a lot of stuff via the typewriter onto the web
do u think ppl still read you? well, that's okay, i'll still make sweet sweet prose with you

ahhh mr. goepel, u inspire me to this very day
i need to find myself an interesting woman, drink wine, and have intellectual talks with her about intellectual stuff
stuff...yes, i need stuff, stuff is good...
i will rrrrrrrrrrravage her with my linguistics, RAVAGE!!!
where was i?
doley?

ah yes, all i see around me are couples. even when i'm out, wherever i am, i'll think to myself how i could spend hours with a person at that place doing, u kno, stuff. like last nite, i was at the pier at night, and i spied a bench looking out along the coast, a little more towards the sea than to the land. wow, that was such a great view! even though it was hella freezing out there, i could see myself with someone, just...there...something along those lines
i am being so wasted here, all these thoughts, energies, need an outlet. i'm being wasted, wasted i say!

anyone i would care to be with is already taken. i'm like, shit, give me a chance here. but then again, there was a chance, but i was stupid not to see it...sigh...
my love life is so full of follies, everything i do is wrong. shit, even not doing anything is wrong apparently. so where does that leave me? and oh yes, let's not forget the fact that i finished watching Chobits, and that's not helping any. "person of my own," yep, gotta get me one of those.

it's not like i'm depressed really, i'm having fun being around great people. but every once in awhile, i feel like i need something more than what i have now.

BAM!

ok, i've finally completed my total HTML training (aka. finished reading the book) and i need to get started on my page. just need to decide on a layout, pretty confident i could write up the code to the page entirely by myself once i have a set layout...well ok, i'll have to check the book twice...three times. FRAMES FRAMES FRAMES!!! so excited!

saw two towers with vic and kathy. we played elimidate and i was clearly the victor cuz i called vic ugly, and he couldn't recover enough strength to finish the show. so yea, kathy's an alkie, those two smirnoff bottles in her hands looked like they belonged there haha. can't wait till the third installment of the trilogy. makes me wanna go read the book o.O haha, yea, that's something i gotta do.

oh yea, grades came in. lang managed to single handedly destroy a 4.0 quarter and bring my gpa down to a measly 3.57. i swear to God, there's a place in hell for people like you, it's called hell, and u're going there. douchebag! your hell is gonna be you not being able to control your flatulence, so when you fart, the fire in hell will ignite the gas and it'll shoot up into your internal organs and u'll explode, then some weird hellish gravitational vortex force will reconstruct you back to yourself, but with your ass in your face, and the process will repeat. next quarter = 4.0.

started working again on the...18th. apparently, his grades started slipping right after i quit, so i was contacted, and i thought i might as well make some jeffersons during the break.
bling bling, cruising in my corolla, makin that dolla...eh, something like that.

snowboarding in tahoe on the 4th with the fam. how tight is that? never been there, but i've only heard good things about the snow up there.
then it's snowboarding w/ the peeps on the 11th. tell me, how tight is that? lemme answer, it's so tight that tight must now be spelled TITE!!! man, those are gonna be good times. too bad stuff isn't coming, WHY AREN'T YOU COMING??? meh...fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine...

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, that's a wrap folks! cut, print, something, something.
posted by daniel at 12:08 AM